Im so sick of this
I fell like I have no future ahead of me
Im scared that I am truly not going to find that one.
Im unsure of myself
I think I like girls
Or I know I do just don’t want to admit it.
Im tired of missing my dad I wish I didn’t
It hurts me to say that but then again…
Im so sick of my life.
I believe I will never have kids.
I feel like I have no friends.
Everyday I lose myself even more.
I can’t quit smokin weed
I’ve had a hard fucking life
And u havent .
I envy that
All I have is my younger brother
I really wish I was never made
I hate talking like this, but how else can I express my Damn fellings! Im addicted to something I shouldn’t be and im scared for myself.
I think I hate sex or I just haven’t had any body put it down.
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Any ways im not having sex at all so far its been 4 months =]
