Brutality,scared,unloved, a shamed of herself she feels dirty she wants no one to touch her, she showers and scrubs and still she feels dirty she doesn’t allow no one to love her how can she after all she’s done just for a bone how can anyone love her after what she’s done. She’s judging herself something she has never done She lives on that day when she ones smiled for something big something worth giving her life to, her father. That day when god put his hands on his shoulder and took him away. It was the last time she ever smiled ever cared for anything. She doesn’t want to be loved, she doesn’t want to feel that pain Instead she prefers that deeper pain. She wants everyone to let her be for once in her life she wants to scream to the world LET ME BE! She’s young and tired,tired of the thriller she ones lived for. No more well she ever suffer. She’ll die undiscovered,unloved,undefined, just the way she wants it. Selfish she is indeed Ask her if she cares i dare you, for once in he life she is free to be as selfish as she wants.
[[wow long time no talk]]
boring time kinda very interesting night, not as i thought it would be but ehh
kyle,naveen, and moi =]
10-31 my b-day had a wonderful birthday loved it, 19 years old doesn’t seem much but it does to me.
so i had just gotten to my friend house to visit them i hadn’t seen them in like 2 years so when they found out i have never been to the club OH MAN i was in for a ride.
acting goofy this was about 2 or 3 in the morning and we went out that to mcdonalds and i had to go looking like that.
Elena this beautiful little angel is one of my closest friends daughter.
Isabel and I, the twin
blue muthafuckers